For me to be the next Style Correspondent would mean a lot. Way back before, I’ve always wanted to experience how it feels to be part of a FASHION WEEK, have those gorgeous clothes to wear, awesome accessories, freaking killer shoes, everything! These idea showed me how I so love fashion, buying clothes I want, as long as I have the chance to buy it , I even collect my daily allowance just to be able to buy if, coz’ honestly, we’re not the rich to buy everything we want, we’re just average, good enough just to buy our basic needs in life. Soon as I loved writing, I even started blogging about my ideas, one of it would be about fashion. Those things are something that would make me feel as a better woman. Be able to attend any of such events, would be something I’d be so much proud of. I’ve wanted to try auditioning for small events, yet I don’t have the strong guts of joining. WHY? Because others would say, only, beautiful women, skinny one, tall girls could be part of it, could join the ramp. So, at that moment, I pretty much told myself “Come’on Aina, chubby ka, di ka pa matangkad, di ka pa kagandahan te... Paano nay an? Tsk” (Come’on Aina, your chubby, you’re not even tall, you’re not even that pretty... So now what? Tsk.”)
Negative guts bothered me a lot, I’m sure everybody experienced that kind of feeling. There would also be time or situations that you’ll share your stuffs to other, and whenever I share this...other’s, specially my best friend used to tell me “Aina, you’re pretty, you just have to be confident, you’ve got to believe in yourself.” She made me feel better about it, so I give my best shot to get toner as much as I can, but the average type of body that would make me look better. Joined the gym, had a cool trainer and as much as I can, I motivate myself to be committed at this. Until now, I’m working out, take care of myself as well. Until I enjoyed it a lot, been committed to it and became something I would always wanted to do.
Just like at this opportunity Nokia make together with ELLE, it boost me to give all my guts to reach my goal to be part of it. Be able to be at the New York Fashion Week, to be the ‘Nokia Style Correspondent', be profiled in the pages of ELLE magazine. One of a kind dream I ever wanted to come true. Believe in myself that I could do it. Be a better Fashion Ideal and to be a better writer. J
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